Shessie Ann Macapaz Vengazo..

Is my girlfriend. But she is not just my girfriend. She is my soulmate, my best friend, the girl that i want to spend the rest of my life with. She is the air i breathe, the reason that i wake up in the morning. She is everything i see and everything i think. She is every love song and every romance movie. She is every love scene. She is every thought that goes through my mind throughout the day. She is what i dream about and she is everything that i feel.

She is not just a person to me, she is my whole life. Without her, i feel like i am nothing. She is every bit of strength i need to get me through the day. When i don’t see her, my day is not complete. When i don’t talk to her, i don’t know what to do with myself. I depend on her to keep me feeling alive. When i know she is not there, there is an emptiness inside me that eats away at all of my happiness. She is the true meaning of my own happiness.

I am so scared that somebody else is going to find out just how amazing she is and they are going to try and take her away from me. I am so scared that she is going to realize that i am not as amazing as she thinks i am and try to find somebody else. I know in my heart that i will love and adore her more than anyone else on this planet, but for some reason, i cannot make her see that. I am scared that she is never going to know how much that i actually love her; how much that i actually care for her, need her.

I know in my heart that i belong in her arms and that she belongs in mine. I am going to work so hard to make sure that she is the happiest girl in the world. When i am with her, my whole world stops. Nothing else matters. She takes my breath away. Her smile, her touch, her smell, her voice, and her lovely eyes, they all make me melt and drift away to this blissful place. Nothing could ever make me stop loving her. Nothing could ever make me give up on us.

I know that nothing is ever perfect. Our relationship is not perfect and it will never be perfect. But if it was perfect, then our love for eachother would not grow stronger each day. I do know that our relationship is strong. I know that our love is strong. I know that our friendship is strong. We are strong and together i know we can make it through anything and everything. I will never give up on her or our love. Our love is too good.

Baby, i am so in love with you. You’re all i want. You’re all i ever want. I know i’m not the best boyfriend at times, but please always remember that i love you and that my love for you is never going to change. I can pinky promise you that. We are going to make it far. You’re my everything, baby. I am so sorry for everything. I am sorry that i make you so unhappy at times. I am sorry that i confuse you at times. I am sorry that i frustrate you, and irritate you, and make you sad at times. I never want to see you hurt. I love you so much baby.